This point; right here.

Do you ever pause and think about where you are right now, where you were at this point in the past, and where you want to go? It’s something I think about from time to time, sometimes I feel good, sometimes I miss things and people, but if I hadn’t experienced any of it, I wouldn’t be where I am, and who I am. Currently, I’m planning lots of things, and whilst there’s a big part of me that is just itching to stop the planning and just do things, I know that the planning is essential. So I persist, and soon enough, I’ll be able to start the “do” part!

This time 4 years ago, I was in my last year on my college course, and I felt a bit strange. I was happy, very happy, because I was 7 months into my relationship with the boy, but I wasn’t completely happy education-wise. I do love the theatre, and the beloved-theatre-company, but I was at a point where I felt a bit odd; many of the friends I had grown up with there had moved on, gone to University etc, and I guess it was a bit strange to be in a place that held so many childhood memories, and yet I was studying there. I don’t regret it at all, because in doing the course, I had left my Secondary School behind, which was a good thing. But there was just something missing, I guess, because I was in a place where childhood was still so present, but I needed to grow up a bit, and to do that, I needed to go away.

This time 3 years ago, I was just starting out at Reading University. It started well. I thought it was a good course, and I had made some nice friends on the course, and a few from outside of the course. But I was away from home, away from the boy, away from those I loved. At the time, it didn’t really suit me very much. As the year went on, I got more and more homesick, and I realised just how much I was missing London too – even though it wasn’t far away by train, when you’re in a whole different place, well, it’s just not the same. I didn’t feel completely comfortable in the presence of those at University either, but I’m only starting to realise this now. There was a fair bit of back-stabbing, bitchiness and two-facedness, and all of that really isn’t who I am. From that year, I’ve gained one really good friend, and the other friendships have now more or less fallen away. However, I also don’t regret this year. I learnt a lot about myself – I’m a home-girl at heart, I like to be around those I love more than being by myself, I’m creative, I have an ever-present love of bright colours, and I always, always try to face things with a smile!

2 years ago, I had just started on the long journey with the Open University. It’s been tough, you need loads of self-motivation, and at times I do get a bit fed up with it all, but I just have to remember what I’m working towards…eventually, I will have a degree…it’s just taking a little longer. The big sis and I had also started to get a bit more serious about the jewellery business at this point, and in the December, we held a jewellery party and did quite well with it. Little steps; it was a bit stop and start after that, but we’re now on the way to relaunching the whole thing…it’s exciting!

This time last year, I had started my second course with the Open University, and I was also doing my Level 2 BSL course, at last. Through doing the BSL course, my confidence was slowly starting to grow again, and I was realising just how much BSL I already knew! With sign-language, if you don’t use it, you might lose it, but there was a lot of knowledge in me, it was just tucked away, not being used, so I’m glad I did the course, because it helped me to feel more confident when I’m signing. It also helped that our teacher was Deaf herself, so it was great to see a strong, confident Deaf woman every week.

Where am I now? What is happening right now, at this point in time? Well, currently, I’m not studying, as there wasn’t an Open Uni course that started in October that I took a liking to…but there’s one starting in January that I like the look of…so that’s the next step – with the O.U. you can do it bit by bit, working your way to a degree module by module, course by course. However, I’m currently making lots of plans; the biggest thing is the jewellery business, which has stepped up a level – I’ve been working away on a business plan, budgeting, market researching…it’s hard work! It’ll pay off though, and I’ll reveal more here when it’s all up and running. At the end of September, I finally took the plunge and got my first DSLR, and I’m so happy that I did. I think it marked a real change, because I’ve love photography for so long, yet I’ve been using the trusty point and shoot cameras, and feeling green with envy whenever I saw someone whip out a DSLR when I was out and about. But now? Now I have MY OWN. Happy days. I’ve been having lots of fun with it. Lots of fun. A lot of ideas have been bubbling up too, so I’ve been pinning things on Pinterest, and soaking up all the inspiration on the internet. Watch this space, because there will most definitely be more photographic adventures to come, which I will document on here.

After all that has happened this year, I’m feeling grateful at this point in time. Grateful for friends, family, life. I appreciate that I have this time to create what I want, which currently means setting up the jewellery business and playing with my camera. I don’t know what the future will hold, but I’m feeling happy, and I’m feeling excited. It’s been a while since I’ve felt this excited about things; and, excited, I’m glad you’re back. I’ve missed you. The next few weeks will be busy, busy and fun, as I put the finishing touches onto the business plan, and start the first steps on the “do”…and that’s the most exciting part. Sometimes it really is good to reflect on things, to look backwards at where you have been, to look forward at where you want to go, and to look at where you are now and re-evaluate things. If you don’t like where you are, then you have the power to change it. And if you can’t change it, change your attitude. It’s your life.

“This is your world. Shape it or someone else will.” – Gary Lew.

Collecting, planning and dreaming…and many more -ings!

This past month I’ve stumbled upon many inspiring blogs and websites, and I’m so glad. At the end of October I finally got going with the business plan for the Jewellery business – watch this space – and so some of these sites have been a huge help in inspiring me and spurring me on. There are so many sites that I’ve started to collect them, and when I feel a bit lost, I just click on over and I find my ropes again. It’s good to collect.

Making some good progress with the planning, and I’m determined to get it done by at least the middle of this month so that we can then start cracking on with the fun stuff – creating! I may even do a couple of blog posts about business planning etc later on down the line…

On Sunday night, me and the boy went to a lovely pub near his house, and we spent most of the time talking about travel plans, which was really nice. I think he’s finally starting to want to venture out of this country a bit, and explore more of the world, which is great, as I’ve always been one to love travel, so it’s been a bit of a struggle to get him to budge! We’re hoping that next summer we’ll be able to go aboard at least once, on a big-ish trip; possible contenders at the moment are America or Italy… And the boy wants to do a return trip to Amsterdam (I wonder why…), but with friends, so I may tag along and drag one of my friends with me so we can get a dose of culture, whilst the boys, erm, do what they like! It’s nice to look ahead and plan, but I’m also trying to be aware of the NOW, and do things now. Plan things for now.

So, some of the websites I’ve been collecting are:

A Beautiful Mess

Alex Beadon Photography

i like nice things

Promise Tangeman

1,000 Happy Things

These are just a few, and some of them are business owners themselves, others simply have inspiring blogs, but I love them all. Do you have any blogs you love right now? I’m always on the look out for blogs of creative business owners, especially now that we’re trying to relaunch the jewellery business, so if you have any good links, send them on over!

Are you a collector? Are you planning anything exciting? What are you currently dreaming of? I love hearing from you all, don’t be shy Hope you’re having a lovely Thursday afternoon – I made some cupcakes this morning, so I’m currently sipping a tea and nibbling a cupcake, yum.

Hello November

Pinch, punch, first of the month! What will November bring? There’s a couple of things I’m looking forward to in the coming weeks, and I have lots of ideas of things to do – need to remember to write them all down otherwise I’ll just forget…but they’re exciting things! I’m also (already?!) looking forward to things that will happen in December, and I’m determined to make this Christmas, and the lead up to it, a good one. Do you feel energized at the beginning of the month? Or does it just feel like any other day?

Generally, I think my outlook on things has improved again; I feel inspired and excited about things on the horizon. Of course, there will be bad days, there always are, but after all I’ve been through this year I feel a bit stronger, and I’m only now realising it. It’s strange how when you’re in the midst of something bad, you get so caught up in it all that you forget your bearings, and if you get swallowed up by whatever it is you’re going through, well, it’s pretty hard to come up for air again. I know I always say that you have to remember all that you’ve been through and let it help you, but sometimes, just sometimes, it’s hard. At the same time, everyone is going through something, so it’s never a competition (unless you make it into one!) and it’s important to remember to be considerate. I hate it when you tell someone about things you’re going through, and then it kind of turns into a battle, they feel like they have to top you – “Oh, you think that’s bad…listen to my problems…” Come on, it’s not a competition, as I said… However, after getting through things, you can look back with a sense of clarity and calm, and look forward feeling a bit better, don’t you think?

So, November. Here’s what I’m looking forward to this month:

♥ Lots of hot chocolate – both at home and out and about
♥ Mamma Mia – my lovely mum managed to get us tickets, and it’s captioned, wahay!
♥ A trip to the cinema – don’t know what we’ll see, but I’ve not been since May, so it’s definitely got to be on the cards!
♥ Researching and planning future travels…
♥ Relaunching the jewellery business – hopefully by the end of the month, exciting times
♥ Dinner with friends – had a lovely meal last Wednesday, we definitely need to do it again soon
♥ Christmas shopping…can start now, and save the last minute dash!
♥ Photographic adventures

What are you looking forward to this month? Leave a comment, I love hearing from you Happy Tuesday, and happy first day of the month, make it a good one.

Plans for plans…

Stepping into the world of business planning is making my head swirl a bit! Perhaps it’s partly because I’m tired, and it’s nearly 8pm on a Sunday night, but the internet is throwing words at me that are making me think a lot more than I would on a Sunday night – words that include the use of executive summaries and financial projections…! I’m faced with the task of making a business plan, and although the actual act of writing it all up might not be that intimidating when I do it, reading and researching it all is just a little bit daunting. It makes everything seem so real and big and just a little bit scary! It is essential though, so I’m just going to have to trek on through all this business jargon and then jump into it head-first…right…? Better to just get it out of the way, then I can concentrate on the more exciting stuff…

If you’re new to this blog, then I apologise! You’re probably scratching your head and wondering what business I’m going on about… About 2 years ago (give or take), I started up a small home business with my sister to create and sell home-made jewellery pieces. It’s been a bit stop and start; we would have periods when we would have a burst of activity and create lot of pieces…then it would dwindle down a bit…and then start creating again…and so on. We’ve accumulated a whole load of supplies – beads, buttons, bits of material etc, and yet we’ve never fully got it off the ground. Until now. I’m determined to really get it going, really push it forward and make it thrive. After all, what have I got to lose? We may as well make good use of all the bits and bobs we have, and it’s a great creative outlet, plus jewellery is something we love, so why not?

However, whilst we started off solely making jewellery pieces, I now want to branch out a little and make other crafty things too – I have many books on crafts, and this would be a good way of experimenting with all the ideas, see what works…and what isn’t so hot. A little bit of experimenting can go a long way…or not, but that’s the fun of it all!

Anyway, for now, the focus has to be on the business plan…and I don’t know how long it’s going to take, but I’ll surely get there eventually! If only I could get my head around all these words; I think I need a good jolt of caffeine and lots of happy, positive thoughts, and then I’ll whiz right through it all and come out with a shiny, sparkling business plan at the end of it…hmm, maybe. It is exciting…and even the mundane stuff like creating a business plan is still slightly exciting, because it means it’s real and it’s happening. I just need to remember that…

“Many potential start-up businesses are daunted by the prospect of compiling a business plan. But it is not an intimidating process – and a good business plan focuses the mind…” – At least there’s a lot of help out there  http://www.knowledge.hsbc.co.uk/plan/your+plan/writing+a+business+plan

Absence makes the heart grow fonder…

Hello…once again, it’s been a while! I don’t know why I keep neglecting this poor blog, it’s done nothing to deserve this treatment from me! I keep thinking of a good blog post…and it’s normally as I’m drifting off to sleep at night, and I tell myself: “I must remember to post that tomorrow…” and lo and behold, tomorrow comes and I’ve forgotten about it all! I’ve said this before, but I’m gonna try and break this non-blogging habit I’ve got myself into! Uh huh. Yes I am. (Let’s see how long I last for this time.)

Right, so…what’s happened in this absence? To summarise it all:

• I’ve joined a small theatre group, voluntary…and they’re really cool! C-O-O-L! Yep. They’re a theatre company aimed at a mixed audience of deaf AND hearing people, young and old. This means that they combine the use of sign-language, speech, physical theatre, mime, puppetery…and make theatre that has a punch. At the moment I’m just learning the ropes but in the new year I’ll be getting involved in the performance side of things…it looks pretty exciting at the moment!
• BSL Level-2 classes… It’s going well, today was the last class before our first exam next Thursday – eeeeek! But I feel that my signing has vastly improved, probably because my confidence in my signing has improved. I’ve also noticed that I’m increasingly switching to the BSL word order, rather than using SSE (when you follow the word order of English…BSL requires you to change the word order and omits a lot of small words, such as “it”, “to”, “and”…) So this is quite good, as it means I’m learning to sign “properly” in a way – not that SSE is bad, it just follows the wrong word order really (SSE means Sign-Supported-English).
• I’ve started the shows at Chickenshed…so far, so good
• The jewellery business is slowly getting back on track! I think we’ve managed to re-ignite the passion there – we lost it for a while…and now it’s BACK. Good times.

Generally, I think things are going fairly well at the moment Although, on a bad note, I had my first car accident yesterday! Whoops! It was only a minor accident…but it was the first one I’ve had (touch wood no more) and it just shocked me, more than anything. It’s so true that just a split second is all it takes. Just one little look out of the side window, then you look back at the road…BAM! Too late. It just served to remind me that I need to concentrate ALL-THE-TIME! There’s not really any room for errors on the road :s nope. Oh dear, at least it was minor, no injuries, just knocked the bumper of the car in front…

Hope everyone is getting into the festive spirit…tis the season to be jolly! (And I promise, I’ll try not to be absent for so long again.)

Stars and Rainbows Jewellery

If you’ve been following my blog for a while (although, there has been an absence – sorry!), then you’ll know that I have a small jewellery business: Stars and Rainbows Jewellery. We sell the majority of our pieces through jewellery parties and commisions (when we make pieces that people have requested), but we also have a shop on Etsy: www.etsy.com/shop/starsandrainbows 

If you have the time, please pop over and have a look…there might be something that you like We currently have 11 pieces in the shop and we have more to put up soon.

Seeking…?

It really has been a slow start to the month/year so far… I had been feeling a tad lost and seemed to have lost my footing a bit in terms of things I need/want to do, but I woke up early today (my sleep was annoyingly disrupted by my cold…grrr!) and I was tossing and turning, thinking and couldn’t switch my brain off once I had started. I think I’ve had a bit of the “January blues”…but I really want to shake it off this week and be more productive! There’s a few things I want to do:

(1) work at my Primary school, with the deaf children…probably just for one or two days a week but it should be good as it could help me on my way to becoming a qualified Level 1 BSL tutor…we’ll see…

(2) keep the Jewellery venture going…we did really well with the party in December, so we need to make some more pieces and look at markets etc…

(3) make a budget plan so that I can afford to do a bit of travelling this year – Barcelona, UK, New York…

(4) put my head down and get on with Uni work, which seems to have gotten a little side-tracked recently – ooops…

(5) get my room sorted…it’s slowly getting there…

(6) GO OUT! Been cooped up indoors a bit lately…so I need to go out and breathe some fresh (cold) air…

(7) make a list of things I want to get done this year (Level 1 BSL tutor, photography, uni razzle dazzle, work…etc…etc…)…

Sometimes, making lists can be really productive because you can see what you need to do, rather than sitting and worrying about all the things you need to do. I love making lists, even if I don’t get all the things done – at least you’ve MADE a list! The list above is inspiring to me because it’s showing me what I need to work at to achieve and it’s partly building on things I’ve done over the last few months. For me, I need to have things to look forward to, to work towards, whether it be a day-trip somewhere or getting a certain amount of work done, I just need to have things that I feel I have worked towards and earned.

I’ve come to realise that with voluntary work, you can only give as much as you can and as much as is healthy…I think last term, I gave TOO much of my time to the beloved theatre company and almost feel as if I hadn’t got as much back from it. Voluntary work should be something that you find rewarding, and whilst for the most part, I did find it rewarding, I also felt that at times my help went unacknowledged. Which is why I think I need to prioritise and find things that I think will be worthwhile, to the cause and to me as well. Although the theatre company will always have a place in my heart, I think I may need to move on and find other causes to work with. I’m in a place right now where I’m not completely sure what it is that I want, what path I want to follow…so I need to dip my fingers into different paint pots and find something that I’m truly passionate about.

Choosing the right path is incredibly difficult, I think too much pressure is put upon young people in their late teens/early 20s to KNOW what they want out of life, but the truth is often that they feel confused and don’t always know what they want to do. Unless you have your life mapped out, unless you know for certain which path you want to follow, I think it’s a very confusing time in your life. You have to be a lot more responsible and sometimes it’s as if a lot is expected from you, which is fine but what if you’re unsure about what to expect from yourself? Some days I think I know what I want, and then other days I feel a bit lost and don’t really know where I’m going…I think it’ll be another few years before I’m comfortable with it all; before I can say that I’m happy following a certain path or two. For now, I think I’ll just keep on trying different things…there’s no textbook on how to live your life, so live it how you want to!

I don’t know what I’m seeking but I know that I want to be the happiest I can be. I just need to work out what will make me happy in life.

The week’s not yet begun…

This last week, I’ve been just a little bit obsessed with the You And Me Song…which isn’t a bad thing because it’s such a happy song! “I love you Sunday song, The week’s not yet begun, And everything is quiet, And it’s always…You and me, always and forever…” What’s not to like about it?! (The post previous to this one was dedicated to the song!) After a really good week, I got extremely pissed off on Friday because of money issues…

When I left the University back in the Summer, I had to sort out the finances to do with the house I was meant to be living in this year…and luckily they found someone to take my place, but I had already been paying rent over the summer, so up until September, I had been paying rent but the person who took my place was SUPPOSED to pay me the month’s rent back because he moved in that month…but I’ve still yet to have my money back, and despite trying to reason with him, he’s now not responding which I am even more annoyed about. If I wasn’t so “nice”, I would honestly let rip at him. But that’s not who I am. So I messaged him and explained why I needed the money, now, and that if he makes ANY more excuses, then I will have to get other’s involved – the housemate, the landlord…and if all of that still doesn’t work, the last resort will be the police. I hate it when people don’t take me seriously. Because I really have the potential to get ANGRY when something gets on my nerves, and trust me, you don’t want that to happen really.

Prior to now, I’ve always been a bit of a “nice” girl but after the way some people have used me sometimes, I just won’t take it anymore. I’m already A LOT more assertive than I used to be as a teenager, but still, I think because my appearance is fairly “cute” and because I have quite a high pitched voice, some people just don’t take me seriously when I get angry or serious. But having said that, most people DO take me seriously, it’s just the JERKS who don’t. I suppose it’s the same with anyone really. But I think because I am now a more active feminist and deaf rights advocate, it’s made me more defensive with certain things. If people discriminate against me because of my deafness or because of the fact that I’m a girl, I just WILL NOT TAKE IT anymore. I mean, honestly people, who do they think they are?! Bullshitters, that’s what they are.

Sorry, just been very angry this weekend. And yet, it’s been a lovely weekend at the same time. Yesterday (Saturday), I went driving in a VW Camper Van for the first time in my life, and it only reaffirmed my dream of getting one…some day…hopefully within the next 5 or 6 years! And the boy wants it too, so we’ll pool our money together and get one. It’ll be YELLOW on the outside, with a nautical theme on the inside – red, blue and white. I actually want one RIGHT now, but obviously, they’re expensive and we’d need to be living together first, with a garage – there’s no way we’d let the poor thing brave the British weather…rust is a NO GO! This camper will have a lovely home…eventually

This week should be a good one, got a few things that will be the main focuses this week: the jewellery venture, Uni work and tidying/cleaning/hoovering the house ready for the jewellery party we’re having this week! Exciting times! My room is almost done now and I feel proud of myself! It’s been a long process…but it’s almost done, so I’ve nearly got my lovely room back now…hopefully by mid-week, it’ll be done. Fingers crossed.

Hope everyone’s had a good weekend and have a good week ahead of you…

Cheer up munchkins, it ain’t so bad…

Don’t know why, you’re so blue…
The sun’s gonna shine on everything you do…
The sky, is so blue,
The sun’s gonna shine on everything you do…

After all, the bad times are only there to help us see the good times. Oh, and to make us stronger of course! We all know, life will have it’s ups and downs…’tis why I call life a rollercoaster…but you need to ride it all the way to get the best out of it. And you also need to be strong enough to realise when you need to make changes, for better or worse but I hope for the better. Enjoy it. Live it. Carpe Diem and all that…(for those who don’t already know, it means “seize the day”). Don’t throw life away whenever you come across a hiccup because something great may be just around the corner. Grin and bear it.

After quite a tough week or two…I’m feeling a lot happier about things now. Most of the problems were mainly linked to money worries but I think the family are finally finding ways to be creative with what we do have…and the big sis and I are trying to REALLY push the jewellery venture – MARKETS…WATCH OUT! Overall, I realised that there’s no point in being down when you actually have so much to be grateful for. Yes, we’ve almost all had a hard time of it with this damn recession but I guess at the end of the day, it’s now helping the majority of us to budget more wisely and not splash out whenever we want to. This girl’s purse strings are pulled more tightly now. Well, with a little treatism…here and there…old habits die hard

As always, chin up guys and dolls. We’ll solider on through it and come out at the other end of the tunnel more radiant than ever…SMILES GALORE. Let’s have some sunshine days – although I am enjoying the rain, it’s fun to splash around and be a little mad – I’m surprised if you’ve only just noticed that part of my personality. Anyway, have a good sunday, wherever you are, and SMILE (though your heart is aching…).

Once more…with feeling…

Here I go again. It’s been one of those days, I think. I thought it would get better as the day went on but it’s actually gotten worse. Strangely, because I’ve just been at the beloved theatre but it didn’t really help much to be honest. The place where I thought would be smiles galore…wasn’t. But then again, I think it has a lot to do with “students”. Unfortunately, at the theatre, there seems to be two groups. The group full of people who are members of the theatre and the group who are students at the theatre. Now, I’m not saying that the student group is bad. No, not at all. Just that there always seem to be a handful of them who just DON’T GET THE POINT. The point of inclusivity. The point of accepting everyone. The point of NO LABELS. Gosh.

I’ve just been feeling a bit down in the dumps this week and I can’t quite put my finger on the cause. I suspect it’s to do with “people” and their attitudes. But really, I don’t normally let that bother me. If someone is having a shit day, I’ll try and accept that…or if they’re my friend, I’ll try my best to cheer them up. But recently, a LOT of people seem to be having shit days, and I really don’t know why. Yes, tired, yes, busy, yes, too much to take on. But, at the end of the day, so many people feel like this, and so many people manage to put a smile on their faces despite it all. Unless something ABSOLUTELY shit is happening to you, CHEER THE HELL UP! Honestly people. I just don’t get it anymore. Sure, I kind of expected it at University because sometimes the workload was just TOO much (and from what I’ve heard, it’s even worse this time round – chin up girls) but if you have the opportunity to work within one of the most amazing theatre companies I know of, why be miserable in the process?! The door is there, your problems stay outside, when you’re inside, you FORGET about it all. If only for a few hours. If you really want to, pull the depressing cloak back on when you’re outside the door…but if I were you, I’d let the problems roll off and go back outside with a smile. It’s LIFE. And life has it’s ups and downs, but you have to roll with it. Otherwise, you’re in deep shit. Smile and bear it.

Now that’s off my chest… I’ve always felt, that when one thing comes to an end, there’s bound to be something else that you can throw yourself into. Something came to an end tonight and I’m feeling a bit sad about it but I know that it won’t be for long. Soon, the Christmas show will begin it’s run…so I’ll be getting my fingers dirty with the rehearsals later this month…but once the show opens, I’ve not got much to do. Well, apart from the course work…and the jewellery stuff – maybe it’ll be a chance to get busy with that?! It’s been quite hard to commit ourselves to it in recent months because something else always pops up, distracts us and then we feel too lazy. But hopefully once things start selling, we’ll feel more motivated…I hope anyway. Despite having 3 things up for sale since the beginning of October, nothings sold and we’ve added more to the sale list now, so there’s now 10 pieces for sell…wish people would part with their money more easily, I think that once we start selling, it’ll be easier to sell other pieces because having a good reputation online is important.

I think I need to put some music on actually. On days when music hasn’t been played, I always feel a bit glum. Once I’ve got a good song in my head, I’ll be cheering up. Isn’t it lovely what a good song can do? Now…to pick one out to post…

Supermassive Black Hole – Muse

Ooh, baby don’t you know I suffer?
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I’m a fool for you
You’re the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?

Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole