This last week, I’ve been just a little bit obsessed with the You And Me Song…which isn’t a bad thing because it’s such a happy song! “I love you Sunday song, The week’s not yet begun, And everything is quiet, And it’s always…You and me, always and forever…” What’s not to like about it?! (The post previous to this one was dedicated to the song!) After a really good week, I got extremely pissed off on Friday because of money issues…
When I left the University back in the Summer, I had to sort out the finances to do with the house I was meant to be living in this year…and luckily they found someone to take my place, but I had already been paying rent over the summer, so up until September, I had been paying rent but the person who took my place was SUPPOSED to pay me the month’s rent back because he moved in that month…but I’ve still yet to have my money back, and despite trying to reason with him, he’s now not responding which I am even more annoyed about. If I wasn’t so “nice”, I would honestly let rip at him. But that’s not who I am. So I messaged him and explained why I needed the money, now, and that if he makes ANY more excuses, then I will have to get other’s involved – the housemate, the landlord…and if all of that still doesn’t work, the last resort will be the police. I hate it when people don’t take me seriously. Because I really have the potential to get ANGRY when something gets on my nerves, and trust me, you don’t want that to happen really.
Prior to now, I’ve always been a bit of a “nice” girl but after the way some people have used me sometimes, I just won’t take it anymore. I’m already A LOT more assertive than I used to be as a teenager, but still, I think because my appearance is fairly “cute” and because I have quite a high pitched voice, some people just don’t take me seriously when I get angry or serious. But having said that, most people DO take me seriously, it’s just the JERKS who don’t. I suppose it’s the same with anyone really. But I think because I am now a more active feminist and deaf rights advocate, it’s made me more defensive with certain things. If people discriminate against me because of my deafness or because of the fact that I’m a girl, I just WILL NOT TAKE IT anymore. I mean, honestly people, who do they think they are?! Bullshitters, that’s what they are.
Sorry, just been very angry this weekend. And yet, it’s been a lovely weekend at the same time. Yesterday (Saturday), I went driving in a VW Camper Van for the first time in my life, and it only reaffirmed my dream of getting one…some day…hopefully within the next 5 or 6 years! And the boy wants it too, so we’ll pool our money together and get one. It’ll be YELLOW on the outside, with a nautical theme on the inside – red, blue and white. I actually want one RIGHT now, but obviously, they’re expensive and we’d need to be living together first, with a garage – there’s no way we’d let the poor thing brave the British weather…rust is a NO GO! This camper will have a lovely home…eventually 
This week should be a good one, got a few things that will be the main focuses this week: the jewellery venture, Uni work and tidying/cleaning/hoovering the house ready for the jewellery party we’re having this week! Exciting times! My room is almost done now and I feel proud of myself! It’s been a long process…but it’s almost done, so I’ve nearly got my lovely room back now…hopefully by mid-week, it’ll be done. Fingers crossed.
Hope everyone’s had a good weekend and have a good week ahead of you…
